This blog has been left untouched for ages. and i felt that i should prolly post here. What we had after things ended was a whole lot. I truly feel that we could still be friends. I felt that if you want to keep up with a friendship no matter what it is you would. But clearly i have been shown alot of incidents and happenings that maybe, u don't even wanna be friends with me.

Its is definitely sad to see things happening like this, it is also sad to know that you hadn't change your mentality on that. I still love you, but as a friend. I know you'll think I'm prolly bullshitting here. well just for u to know, i don't care if u think i'm bullshitting or not. my point is i wanna say how i feel. and there's no way i can communicate with you, because u just shut me out.

I hope everything would turn out well for you and i want you to meet the most suitable girl in your life. and i hope u could introduce her to me. that would be the very least i ask for.

p.s. i know this post might/might not be even read. but its just what i feel inside me.