What would really make you happy?
I guess its all my fault, and i would not persue this matter.
Since you said it all last night, im pretty sure theres so much unhappiness within you.
I will let what she said slowly take place, I wont say anything.
I wont make things difficult for you.
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Its been a while friends, that i haven been actively blogging. Which i feel sad about, having such a beautiful blog layout and nice song, yet i didnt make full use of it. Sometimes i just wonder why people always say i make use of them. Am i really that kind of person in your impression? Well, there was a purpose for this blog, but it hasnt been serving its purposes, because the more you say, the more you will go wrong.


Just like me, i have said alot, yet each time i say something, i go wrong. To most, i would always be the one not changing, always be the one causing a trouble. Be it at home or in this, and it really is a huge heartache to know that people would think of me this way. You have many times claimed that im a revengeful person, i really wonder to myself, how true is this? Maybe we are swopping personalties now, and it all gonna be my fault, as usual. And i wont rebut, because you have had your say. I totally understood what you were trying to put across.


Go and achieve what you want, there wouldnt be anyone stopping you, and there isnt anyone that you need. If u want a little kitten, a little kitten it is then.