You would know it when you have the feeling of absolute silence within yourself, that some things might be crushing the juices out of your brain. To have your inner soul in such a solitary state of emotion would sometimes be of an obstacle to you for quite a while, or at least at that very moment.

Come to think about it, often and at night especially. I would start to realise that my mind is starting to nudge me from within, trying to make it known to myself that it needs me to pay attention to it. As soon as i could feel my heart throbbing, my pulse quaking, fluctuating high and low. Frightfully, it sends tremors to my heart yet I, at the same time, am clueless of it.

It scares me badly, feels as if someone was pushing me off a high mountain, making me do bungee, and alone, I would just be hanging there, bouncing up and down on a suspension rope. Sometimes I would be frightened, sometimes I would reflect, sometimes I would feel at eased. I wonder how many of you do actually get such feelings as well, but nonetheless, it is one feeling that will always be hard to crack for me.

For now, I just hope things would all turn well for everyone. All to be happy with their lives, all to be hopeful as well.