United living in harmony. I wish. In general, we're no different, just of different skin color and religion. Yet, diversity of races in Singapore makes it possible. Some are still caught in their traditional way while others dared to diversify.

But it's true. It's hard. Very. With my race particularly run by mats. It's a slang. Google it up. It's epidemic. Like disease spreading. I don't hate them. I don't love them. Particularly because i have friends of such. But does that make me one?

Does smoking makes me mat? Or does having a pierced ear makes me one? Does a boy who has a clean record, with proper education background and family upbringing makes me a mat? Or does a boy who has close friends which he treated like brothers make him fall under the category of a typical mat? Or should i say that because i wore caps it makes me one?

I simply don't understand. Why am i even compared to a mid 20's bastard, who is the typical mat, and still considered worst? Why are my credits even overlooked? Can i say it's stereotypical? Can i say this is outrageous when he was defended and i wasn't? and to make matters worst, all i got was 1 chance. 1 fucking chance. And i was expected to leave an impact. Now ain't that depressing?

How do you think i fared? Yes, of course i failed. But life's ain't all fair. I'm not broken over it. I can roughly see where i stand. The very core of my status as a boyfriend's wasn't even supported. Friends over prick, she implied. I can't say much as i'm more of a puppet at the moment. I'll just play along and see where it will gets me.

Oh don't worry. Everything that has happened, from props to casts to scripts, none were contributed by me. I'm just the last resort. This puppet show is solely run by the very people she chose to be part of it. I'm just a spectator. This is a depressing and sad puppet show. It ends with the hero being slain before he can even make a grand entrance. The hero wasn't given much of a support. He was left to fend on his own. Yet i can't tell you much. You have to see it for yourself as it's still on going. I have no idea when it ends.

Well make sure to grab some tickets to it. I'm on the front row seat. I hope to see you here. Meanwhile enjoy.