I'm not pinning my hopes high, nor should i say i'm damn sure. But i believed that we've been together with each other that we can understand our ways of doing things. She said she don't want to disappoint me. But how would she disappoint me in any ways? How would she end up being alone till the end of time? There will be a point of time where she will have to settle down. She has her dreams and aims and having a family is one of them. Even if she doesn't end up with me, she will end up with somebody else.

I understand she doesn't want to feel the pain and hurt of love. And i intend to make it right; showing her and letting her feel what we both felt when we 1st started out together. She's afraid. Yes, the 2nd time will hurt more than as it is now. You should take care of your health too. You're having dark rings around your eyes, and you look haggard and lethargic. I understand the need of having fun, but i'm sure your friends would understand that you still have commitments to school. Till my next post.