It was meant for our 1 year anniversary. But i guess i can let the cat out the bag. It's not complete because i couldn't get my hands on the rest of the photos. I had to reformat my laptop due to some kernel errors. Fuck. I don't know if my predecessors did this kind of things before. To be honest this was my 1st attempt to do such. I wanted it to be for our 1 year anniversary because back then when we 1st started, i told her that instead of celebrating by months past, why dont we go by 1 day, 1 week, 1 month, 1 year, 10 years so on and so forth. It was meant as a joke but personally for me 1 year is quite a feat. Not only i can't get my hands on the photos, things will get more corny if this appears now. Basically, i am feeling quite uptight over this. Like i said, things have yet to be settled. So i wouldn't know how she will react to this incomplete video. The reason i didn't appear in this video is because i intend to have a clip in the end for myself with me doing the heart dance. I promised her i will practice and do it for her. Silly me. So i thought i wanna do the heart dance on the clip of myself. Man, what a waste. I still do intend to follow up with the clip. Though it will seperated from this photo video montage, i believe it will still have the same impact i intend it to have. Though i would have preferred the whole world to view, i can only rely on my new best friend, YouTube since i removed my FB for good.

Ever since i had that bad fall, i've been often having blackouts. Suddenly everything turns pitch black. I can't sit, lie down, or stand for too long. The future looks certainly bleak for me. Fuck.

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