Thank you for the wonderful gift. Though i was upset that you spent so much on it. You even sold your phone. I want us to have a good time off. So as to build ourselves to become stronger. I enjoyed myself with the two of you. I hope things will turn out fine for us. But time is needed.

Those words are enough to give me hope. Those words are enough to keep me moving forward. I'm happy to be able to see her, yet, i was feeling awkward. Everything seemed like the inaugural date to me. I'm glad she accepted and like the gift. To me, it's nothing much of a luxury. You've spent more on me than i have on you. I'm just keeping up to the promises I've made and trying to make up to you for the lost time. I've always try to tell myself day after day, will today be the day you come back to me? Most will wonder what's the gift. That, you have to asked her yourself. It came with a small bag which somehow looks similar to her dress she wore on my birthday last year. Though my plans for our 1st year seemed far fetched, I hope the gift replaces it's meaning of how important you are to me. When my friends heard of my plans, i was told that it's like a fairytale. I was told that I'm not the Fadd they know. The Fadd they know has never shown his romantic and soft side before. I can't blame them. I was told that if i found someone who'll make search to the ends of the earth for her, and wait till the end of time, I should never let the person go as long as i know she still loves me. This is the moment for me. I do miss her, even now. So till she returns to me, with good or bad news to say, I'll wait. Patiently. Counting down day by day. Till then, I'll keep on trying to make up for the lost time and keeping up with my promises. From the gift, to the event, in one way or another, a promise is a promise.

Dead At 62

From Cancer

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This is a quiz i came across while searching for any theories of my constant headaches and blackouts. Base on what it says, I will be able to lived my life till 62 before dying of cancer. Cancer's a hereditary in the family. I lost my father and aunty through colon cancer. 62 will be a long way more to go. Hopefully by then, i would have lived a life of no regrets with my family and friends. I'll make them proud at least before i bow down for my final act.